Quiet Time

Night falls on this cloudy yet humid Wednesday evening and all is quiet in my home.

I enjoy the peace more than ever especially since it's been so rare lately. 

For a moment I felt so overwhelmed that I wanted to break down and cry, which would have been a good thing for me since I consider it a way of cleansing my soul. 

I have to admit there are times where the outside world and personal situations combined wear me down to the point I just want to run away screaming like a mad woman but I know I have to maintain control, keeping a somewhat clear head. That's why from time to time I retreat to my quiet place where I answer no phone calls, texts or emails, nor do I post. 

Just a day closed off from the noise and madness.

It Gets Foggy

The days seem to go on forever and sometimes I  feel as if I'm about to lose my mind or maybe I'm just finally going through the change. Who knows, all I know is that I want is to be able to focus and get back to multitasking my life.

I'm still traveling back and forth from Columbus to Cleveland steady occupying limbo land. I'll be doing this for another year until my son who's a senior this year is off to college. 

Then maybe I will either keep, rent or sell my condo and move to good ole Cleveland, that's if a certain situations has been resolved (a few close friends know what i''m talking about).

If and when these situations has been resolved I will then begin planning a wedding.

If not, life goes on and my backup plan of traveling the world comes into play.

As my maternal grandmother use to say,  " don't settle for less", and that's something that continuously plays in the back of my head.